Difficult time writing currently –

As I tell my children an apology is really quite worthless. It fixes nothing and only acts as a mental bandage when harm has already been applied.

I am having a difficult time writing currently. The reasons are really quite silly, though the initial justification seemed legitimate. What I wrote regarding several individuals and watching them speak was meant to provide others the reason why I do not spend my hard earned money to see someone else talk about something that I do not care about. I offered several reasons, among those for one individual (Bill Buppert) was the FACT that he has not fulfilled his obligations as made by himself to myself. I have had one other person offer a heartfelt apology, though I am unsure why. After all, it was Bill who verbally made the commitment and Bill who avoided and continues to avoid fulfilling it.

As a result of that article I received several dozen threatening emails from Bill fans, what is quite hilarious is the sure knowledge due to hands on experience that anyone who worships Bill is likely less capable then Bill at actually fulfilling their word. Not too mention actually presenting a real threat, his vaunted “skills” with a firearm are about even with my five year old daughters. His son, who has kept his word and shown himself to be far more a man then his father far exceeds his fathers ability with firearms and most tactical applications. Again, first hand knowledge, people, I have worked with both of them, and introduced both of them to others who also helped them.

So while the threats and meaningless verbal attacks are disheartening they are not really unexpected. After all, government supporting directly promoting murder supporting idiots like Buppert and his fan club are loud, brash and love to be seen to be something they are not. The truth is something quite different, they are venal pieces of rubbish barely worth our time. The string of comments by one of Bupperts fan club on a followup article shows the inability to do more then attack, and even that is done without any panache or style.

I have received text messages from Bills misogynistic fan club telling me I am acting like a girl, womanly and need to man up! This person of course is another of the individuals I spent large amounts of time assisting and always kept my word with. What I do not understand is how someone can actually believe the drivel that comes from someone like Bill. But, eh- this is my last article on this issue, and it is my vent my release.


Right or wrong, it was necessary to say. How else do we deal with those who would fail to keep their words and lie to others about their abilities and past?


Free the mind and the body will follow


About Jesse Mathewson

Jesse Mathewson is the author of the popular blog, jessetalksback.com and provides commentary to many varied places based on a background that includes education in criminal justice, history, religion and even insurgency tactics and tactical training. His current role in his community is as an organizer of sorts and a preacher of community solidarity and agorism. He also runs Liberty Practical Training, a self defense school specializing in the practical applications of defensive approaches versus the theoretical. As an agorist, voluntaryist and atheist his life is seen as crazy and wild by many, though once they get to know him most realize he is a bluntly honest individual who will give you the shirt off his back if he believes it is necessary to help you. Very simple, "That which is voluntary between all individuals involved is always right, if it is not voluntary, it is always wrong."
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